My Pressure

I remember when I was standard 5 , I like someone . She was pretty , intelligent , hardworking . Until standard 6 , I show her my true feelings . And she agree to be with me . I always SMS with her , call her , chat with her and I use almost RM200 to pay my telephone bill . We are good in the past few months , until today . At school , she don't even look at me. I send her notes and she didn't reply . I SMS her and she didn't reply too as well . Then today , she tell me that we could not be together . I ask her why and she say she like someone else . How rude !! Then she say we could be friends , and guess what I said . I say I don't wanna have a friend like that . Because I help solve a lots of problem , and i even have to pay the telephone myself . And look how she treated me , she thought I'm a toy . Play a while then find another toys again . So I'm so damn angry , I even say i won't forgive her forever what she did to me . From here , I learn my lesson . I promise I won't love anyone again . I think girls are not even loyalty in love matters . They choose you a while , then find another boys again . Its more like a puppy love . I think we are too small to make love . And now I'm full of burden , pressure . Now I gotta find a way to release it . So my friend introduce this web to me . And I guess its good , now I even feel less pressure for now . So I hope other people will view my blog . Now I feel less pressure , now I feel even like a man . With this kind of spirit , at last I can concentrate on my studying , prepare for UPSR .